damn it. i miss her. 😦

i want to talk to her!

ROAR

the song all day reminds me of her.. we sang that song tgtr during usher times!

i miss those moments..

boos.

i cant stand it anymore,

i want to cry out to someone alr…

damn it, my heart is shattering..

i hate my life!

bang my head against the wall and i’ll see you in heaven 🙂

just stop it please. i am getting damn impatient alr..

everything is so bottled up, waiting for you to talk to me!

please, dont let me suffer anymore, beg you..

everywhere i go, i see your shadow.

why?!

i really need to talk to you..

boo and double boos!

😦

i hate it seriously..

PMS..

O.o

todayyyy was hmmm, ________ 🙂

i dont want to mention anything LOL

because of some reasons… and also because of YOU!

today after school had the post camp super learners boost up programme.

when i saw coach yvonne, i felt Joy i guess 🙂

so long that i’ve seen her. actually not very long also :X

talked about exams preparing stuffs, and she said some ppl blog stuffs, quite touching 😀

i miss the camp periods! 😦

didnt change into uni today 😀

whole day in PE shirt and shorts ^^

had standing broad jump today, was like OMG! Cmi lohhhhhh…

after jumping i had like muscle crampz!!! T.T

and today georgina threw shoe at yikang :S

hahaha was funny thou but felt quite sad for him. 🙂

i remembered how i bullied him :X

just now threw a box with crumps at him and then he kena from fiona :X

oops!!

hahahahaha, but fun 😀 i wont do it agains luh 🙂

lessons was B-O-R-I-N-G

chinese had test. and i slept thru it :X

some unhappy things happen too but dont want to mention it 🙂

met misha after school at lucky there..

went to her cousin house for dinner and vocal trainnings.

hahas, her cousins are NICE 😀

food was AWESOME! 🙂

although they keep pressing me to eat more as i eat very little, but still, 🙂

the dogs are CUTE! 🙂

hahahahahas, jump up at me and misha 🙂

then after that misha’s mum picked us up, and went over to her house to print lyrics 😀

tmr’s lg, only me LC eli 😦

others all unconfirm!!!!!!!!!!! Boooo..

but nevermind, still can worship god right?! Amen? 🙂

tmr is a SIAN day but hope some things will change my mindset! 🙂

hm, i feel that, nobody want to talk to me 😦

booooosxz nvm i fang qi!!!! 😦

idk what to say but, i need to pick myself up!! ROAR!!

anybody help?????

nowadays didnt really have good times. all quite bad i guess??

the only good thing is that i bought my lappy alrdy 😀

thank god, praise god, god bless!! 😀

all glory to him mansxz 🙂

yesterday dennis preached about having a prayerful life…

i failed in that area like totally…

the real definition of prayer is hanging out with god always, telling him anything and everything..

i shall do that from now onwards!!

i want to change my lifestyle now, i dont want to stay in my cui life forever, i want to pick myself up!!

no matter what happens, i will tell myself that GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ME!! and its confirm plus guarantee chop!! 🙂

you guys can be my witness mansxz 🙂

i dont want to stay stagnant anymore, i want to grow and grow and grow!!

grow to be a stronger person, grow to be someone that doesn’t gives up due to any circumstances anymore!! 🙂

i will PICK MYSELF UP and thats a deal 🙂

All Glory To God 🙂

All Day

there’s this song that means alot alot alot to me.. yeah.

really thank god for being in my life. if nt i am alrdy dead by now 🙂

 

 

All Day

I don’t care what they say about me
It’s alright, alright
I don’t care they think about me
It’s alright, they’ll get it one day

I love you, I’ll follow you
You are my, my life
I will read my bible and pray
I will follow you all day

I don’t care what it costs anymore
Cos’ you gave it all and I’m following you
I don’t care what it takes anymore
No matter what happens I’m going your way

All Day
All Day now
All Day

Anyone around can see
just how good you’ve been to me
For all my friends that don’t know you
I pray that you would save them too

lost..

where are you when i needed you?!?!?!

you’re gone?!

erms.

erms, i speechless, wordless, clueless… dont know what to do :X

anyone? help? idk how but yeah..

feared with many stuffs nowadays.. dont know how to handle..

:/

you, yes you, screw you, you screwed my life upside down, i am sure you will regret! zzz, freak off from my sight thank you.

i cant stand it anymore, i may seems strong in the outside, but too bad, i am weak in the inside..

just one touch, it tumbles..

just one person that is trying to screw my life, i will fall..

hard to get up, always dwelling in it..

come to think about it, i sucks

man, God, i need your help like right now!

*you are my strength*

byes

I AM HERE TO SAY BYE BYE BECAUSE I AM DEAD 🙂

BE HAPPY!! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE